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Mou. Isn't it great how I only really feel like writing in here when I'm angry/upset/moody or if it's something totally random? Gomen to anyone who reads this, but meh, I never said I was good at keeping journals. I never have been. *shrugs*

In any case, I just felt like... perhaps venting? It isn't so much venting though. I just... lately everything feels on and off (more on recently than off) that things are falling apart.

I'm really worried about some school projects and how I'm constantly screwing myself into these corners where everything is due all around the same time and I have no time to do it all. It's crazy and impossible to cope with. Which I think has been making my body hate me. Sore, achy, neck crackage VERY often (freaking me out and yes, Fuuma-chan I will go see the school nurse people about it soon) and just in general blech feeling. And some of my relationships don't feel at all good either.

I want to fix that though... I tried just ignoring it and letting go, but that didn't work too well. So I guess it's back to the drawing board and time to throw some effort into there again. Makes me sound awful, I know, but it is what happened. And well, I just have been really irritable lately.

And now, joy of joys, I get to go to work. While worrying UBER much about my archeaology project Marina and I haven't even started and is due in less than 2 weeks. She told me not to worry. Yeah, right. SHE better start to worry. *pokes her repeatedly* We are SO talking to the prof. TOMORROW. After class. No excuses. *nods*

Okay... well... time to go...

*shrugs*

Meh.